Thursday, August 6, 2009

Full Moon fun~

I had soooooo much fun on the Full Moon :3 I drank some caffeinated tea and stayed up uberly late doing my witchy stuffs, haha. During my ritual I did blessing and consecrating of my new stuff~ my smoky quartz, my selenite crystals, and my little faerie statue. Then afterwards I hung (uh, more like taped haha) the selenite crystals in all four corners of my room to gaurd against negative energy/entities. Then I painted a box black for my new oracle deck called Ancient Feminine Wisdom of Goddesses and Heroines. It was one in the morning and I still wasn't tired, but I forced myself to go to sleep anyway =P after I fell asleep, just like always my body decided to be an asshole (excuse my french) and wake me up at 9:30 again. Seems like it never lets me sleep past that time, and it really is quite irritating.
But yay~ Full Moon~ I'm still buzzing from last night :3 haha

Bright Blessings to one and all!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

An Epiphany

{I wrote this during last school year just after I got home one day}

As I was riding the bus home this afternoon,
Some incandescent fluttering settled upon my mind.
I began to feel as if my life was just the pages of a book,
And I was reading them in an indifferent manner.
The words coming out of my mouth sounded foreign to me,
And I felt as if they were being spoken by another person.
I was out of my body, flying high above in the clouds,
But at the same time I was strangely grounded.
I felt a beautiful stillness settle about me,
A benediction that pierced my shivering heart.
Beauty has no love, and love has no beauty.
Beauty is a silent whisper that lays its head upon a place
And smiles cleverly and happily at your confused face.
Beauty has no face, or a body, or a heart,
For beauty is not a solid object.
Beauty is beyond the formation of thought, and so
Beauty has no opposite.
Beauty has no label, for beauty can not be put in to a physical thing.
Beauty is in the air around you,
Which pulses with quivering excitement and expectation.
It is silent, whilst love is loud.
And silence gives no sound, nor thought, nor feeling.
I sat atop my own head, feeling disconnected from myself.
An out-of-body-experience is a quiet thing to behold.
It is much like dying, for dying is not painful.
The process is painful, but dying is a true Beauty.
I can see the world from new eyes.
I can see my life from a different angle.
And strangely, now everything feels just right.
Beauty has penetrated my life subtly,
Leaving a small mark on my heart and mind.
The epiphany of a dream,
In which I have just now woken.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Lughnassadh Fun~

My Lughnassadh was totally~ fun =) in the morning I did my usual devotions, and then I went over to my buddy Lelouch's house to celebrate. We did nature walks, went to the Farmer's Market, visited the local metaphysical store...we also went to the animal shelter and I found the best cat! Haha she had SUCH personality! She glared at me every time I looked in to her cage XD she gave me the funniest looks, and I wanted so much to take her home with me. But unfortunatly, I couldn't =( I already have two cats, and my parents would totally kill me if I brought another one home.
But anyway~ I got a couple great new things for my altar, including a new smoky quartz (single terminated), a little statue thing with a faery sleeping on a leaf, and some selenite crystals to hang in my room. The selenite will protect my room from negative energy and electromagnetic rays :3
Later on, Lelouch and I did a ritual on the beach, and then afterwards ate cookies and watched The Sky Crawlers =) It was a great Lughnassadh. And with the Full Moon following on its heels this Wednesday (pus the actual astrological date of Lugnassadh, which is August 7), it's certainly a magickal week.
Bright Blessings~!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=psAnixrubr8
(me showing my stuff off haha)